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The Monologue Must End · Chapter 5

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Omega

Whoa...! This place is huge!

Asherah

This could practically work as a training ground...

I can't believe there's a facility this huge underground.

You:

Did those Replacers build this place too?

Hilde

Most likely. It was probably used as a supply base.

Though it's in poorer condition than the last time I was here.

Yoo Mina

Yeah. Still, we should be able to stay here for a while.

Asherah

That is a relief. We can finally catch our breath.

Omega

Then does that mean Omega can eat something tasty here?

Yoo Mina

You should be able to handle that much on your own...

...Ugh.

You:

I get it.

You:

I'm barely hanging in there myself.

Yoo Mina

Tch... Shut it. It's not like I can do anything about it.

You:

How about we split into groups?

If this is a supply base, there might be food here.

Hilde

Sounds good.

Asherah

Alright! Down with Rosaria!

Yoo Mina

...Anyway, putting the food issue aside for now...

Why am I stuck teamed up with you?

Asherah

Can't be helped. We drew lots, remember?

Huh? What's this red button?

Maybe the door opens if I push it?

Yoo Mina

Hey, wait—!

Asherah

Aah?!

Yoo Mina

...I told you to wait!

You can't just randomly touch things here.

We're lucky it was just an alarm this time. One wrong move and you could have died.

Asherah

Th-that was a close one! Then you should've warned me it was dangerous!

...Huh?

Yoo Mina

What is it?

Asherah

I think I see someone over there!

Yoo Mina

What? You saw someone?

Asherah

This is...

Yoo Mina

...As I thought. A dead body.

From the looks of it, they died quite a while ago.

Asherah

I see. All alone, in a place like this...

They must've been so scared.

Yoo Mina

Don't pity them.

Based on what they're wearing, this one was a Replacer too.

So dying like this... was the result of their own choices.

Asherah

...Did something happen between you and the Replacers?

Yoo Mina

Drop it. That's none of your business.

Asherah

Ngh...!

I-it's because you keep being so snappy!

Yoo Mina

S-snappy?

Asherah

Yeah! Snappy!

I don't think it's good to be so hostile all the time.

I-I mean, I'm sorry for messing up too, but...

Yoo Mina

Because of them, Narae was...

I lost my friend.

Asherah

Your friend...?

Yoo Mina

Yeah. Not just once, but twice.

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Yoo Mina

I barely managed to see one of them again... only to lose her before my eyes.

As for the other one...

At first, I was afraid of her. She was a copy of the friend I'd known.

But when I finally realized that she wasn't the same person...

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Yoo Mina

She sacrificed herself to stop what the Replacers were planning.

They were trying to turn everyone in the world into monsters.

Asherah

That's horrible...

Yoo Mina

They went on about creating a new humanity to survive the apocalypse...

But I don't care about their grand excuses.

I don't want to know why they did any of it.

I just... can't forgive them.

Asherah

So that's what happened... You and Hilde had to go through all that...

Yoo Mina

It wasn't just the two of us fighting.

The Commander wasn't the only one. There were a lot of others too.

The Boss, the Vice President, Shiyoon, and the company staff...

Mercenaries, police officers... There were plenty of people fighting to stop the Replacers.

...But that's all in the past now.

We have no way back to the Normalside.

And I don't even know what happened to the Replacer King.

Asherah

I-It's okay!

You never know. If we defeat that Rosaria girl, it might all work out.

It's no good giving up already!

Yoo Mina

...You make it sound so easy.

You saw how strong she was.

Asherah

Yeah. I know she's absurdly strong.

But that doesn't mean we should just curl up and quit.

You, Hilde, and us... We all have somewhere we want to go back to.

Yoo Mina

...A place to return to, huh.

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Omega

Ooh...!

Mister, look! It's a giant bullet!

You:

That's an artillery shell!

Omega, put that down! It's dangerous!

Omega

Ugh... Everything in here seems to be dangerous.

Hilde

This is troublesome. I suppose this container only stored ammunition as well.

I suppose they never intended to hold out here for long.

So the containers on this side are useless.

At this point, we can only hope the other group has better luck.

You:

By the way, Hilde.

Do you know anything about Omega?

Hilde

Mm? What about her?

You:

Omega lost her memories.

She wants to meet someone she calls her [Daddy].

You:

I was wondering if you might know something.

Hilde

...I see.

If that's the case, I believe it may be better not to tell you even if I knew.

Omega

Huh? How so?

Hilde

I hate to admit it, but if he was involved, there must have been a reason for it.

He likely prepared for everything, even accounting for the possibility of you losing your memories.

I'd say that living without knowing your past isn't necessarily a bad thing.

Omega

But Omega still wants to know!

Omega's head hurts a lot when there's something she forgot and she still can't remember! You don't know how that feels!

Hilde

You're quite mistaken.

There are times when I too live without the memories of my past.

Omega

Huh? You do?

You:

You really don't seem like it...

Hilde

That was the decision I made back then.

Some things are better left unknown.

Omega

...So confusing. Omega doesn't really get it.

Hilde

It means you'll find the answer when the time comes.

That person you call [Daddy]...

Never mind. You'll meet him someday. That much I can promise.

Omega

Omega thinks she gets it now... Okay!

Asherah

There you are! We were looking for you!

Good news! We found food!

Yoo Mina

Not a lot, though.

Omega

Really? Yay!!

You:

Those two...

Did something happen between them?

Hilde

Hard to say. But they do look better.

Let's head over and see.

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Omega

Ooh...!

Look, Mister! Ham,eggs, and snacks too!

Oh, Omega knows what those are! They're called [energy bars]!

Looking at the food Asherah and Mina found made me hungry all over again.

The problem was...

You:

Most of these are ingredients that need prep work.

Hilde

We can eat them as they are.

From a nutritional standpoint, eating them raw is more efficient.

Yoo Mina

Still, it's not every day we get actual ingredients.

Back at the hideout, I was sick of living on nothing but hardtack.

Hilde

...Isn't hardtack a perfectly acceptable meal?

Asherah

Then it's my turn to step up!

You:

What?!

Asherah

Leave it to me, Captain. I'm always honing my cooking skills.

I wanted to be prepared in case we had to camp somewhere during the [Journey].

You:

No! Let's think this through!

Do you know how hard we worked to find this food?

Asherah

Captain...! D-do you have that little faith in me?

O-Omega! What do you think?

Omega

Huh? Omega likes Asherah's cooking!

When Omega eats it, the database turns all red! It goes, "Emergency! Emergency!" and gets super noisy!

It gets really noisy, so Omega thinks it's fun!

Asherah

Ngh... Even you...?!

Yoo Mina

Looks like we don't have much of a choice.

Step aside. I'll do the cooking.

Hilde

Rookie, you know how to cook?

Yoo Mina

Seriously, Commander? Of course. I live alone, you know.

Hilde

Is that so? Then how do you deal with sprouted potatoes?

Yoo Mina

...You can just eat them as is, can't you?

Hilde

Typical of a generation raised on ready-made food.

Very well. You can stand back and watch too.

Yoo Mina

Wait, why?!

You:

Leave the cooking to me.

I can handle simple dishes.

I chose to ignore Asherah's enthusiasm and Mina's goodwill.

Getting sick from food in a place like this would be beyond ridiculous...!

Asherah

Ugh, still... leaving the cooking to the Captain feels a bit—

Hilde

So she says, Captain.

Let me know if you have any errands to spare.

Yoo Mina

...Fine. Tell me if you need anything.

Asherah

W-wait! Then I'll help too!

Omega

And Omega too!

You:

Alright, then...

...And so, for a brief moment, we were able to forget everything else and focus on cooking.

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