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Sonatine for the Forgotten · Chapter 5

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Maid A

Claire, are you busy?

Something came up and I could use some help.

I need to update the inventory list for the supply storage, but there's quite a lot to go through.

Claire

Oh, understood. I'll head over now.

Maid A

Once that's done, I'd like you to collect any clothing in Candle Square that needs repairs.

We need a count before sending them out to our contractor.

Bell

A contractor? Wait, we're outsourcing clothing repairs?

Couldn't you just leave that to the lizard and—

Maid A

A... lizard?

Why are we talking about a lizard? Since when does Candle Square have a pet lizard?

Bell

...Oh, right.

Claire

*Sigh*...

My apologies. She's a new trainee working alongside me.

Please forgive her. She tends to make odd remarks now and then.

Maid A

Oh... I see.

Well, I'm not sure how reassuring that is... but help is help. Come along.

Claire

Yes, understood.

Bell

...Tch. I forgot this is from before Scarlet showed up.

Claire

It's understandable. We're both used to relying on Scarlet for jobs like this.

At least we didn't attract too much suspicion.

This book falls under humanities, so we'll store it in the lower-left section...

As for this...

Bell

...You've got to be kidding me.

How to Spend a Perfect Night With Your Maid...?

W-Who even brought this in?!

Claire

I suppose these sort of books slipped into the collection more frequently in the past.

I was still new at the time, so I never knew about things like this.

Bell

The current you would've gone through every shelf in the library...

Claire

That goes without saying.

I could never allow inappropriate material like that into Candle Square.

...Well, with that one out of the way, we should be finished here.

I've updated the catalog and marked any books that don't meet the standards for removal.

Whoever handles the task next should be able to use it as a reference.

Bell

...You know, Claire.

Don't you think you're working a bit too hard?

Couldn't we just do enough to get by? Why go this far?

Claire

"Just enough to get by"? That's hardly an acceptable attitude for a maid of Candle Square.

Regardless of what this world is, it is still Candle Square.

Leaving work unfinished is unacceptable for a maid.

Bell

...I can't tell if that's dedication or obsession, though...

Claire

Excuse me?!

Bell

Eek! W-What?! You know I have a point!

We spend the entire day doing nothing but work...!

Then every time we're told to go somewhere or call it a day and get some rest...

Suddenly it's the next morning with more work waiting for us!

We've already repeated this who knows how many times!

We don't even know what's going on, so why bother—

Claire

That changes nothing. Even so, I won't tolerate doing assigned work carelessly.

Bell

That's just cruel... You're impossible...

Claire

Besides, I believe I'm beginning to understand what's happening.

Bell

What? Really?

Claire

It's only a hypothesis for now.

Bell

Tch...

...If we head back to the lobby, we'll probably end up working on another task, won't we?

Claire

One things is certain. Completing our assigned work moves us somewhere else.

If what happens next matches my expectations... then we'll have our answer soon.

Maid B

Ms. Carnelia! Hear me out!

Remember that handsome young neighbor I mentioned before?

Carnelia

Yes, of course. Brandon was his name, wasn't it?

Maid B

Yes, exactly! So about him—

Bell

...That's Carnelia.

More importantly... What's she doing over there?

Claire

...I believe she's giving relationship advice.

Maid B

What should I do, Ms. Carnelia? I really want things to work out with him!

Carnelia

Hmm, well...

I wouldn't say your feelings are entirely one-sided.

Maid B

*Gasp* Y-You think so?!

Carnelia

But that doesn't mean you should rush things.

Emotions can be fickle, and affection has a way of obscuring reason.

Do you remember what I told you to do when you feel anxious and impatient?

Maid B

...Take a deep breath and write my feelings down somewhere if I need to...

Carnelia

Exactly. I believe you can do that this time as well.

Give yourself time to organize your feelings, and start with something small.

Perhaps you could start by visiting his workshop as a customer.

Maid B

Visit his workshop as a customer...

Ah...! I never thought of that!

Bell

Carnelia even gave relationship advice?

Claire

I wouldn't quite call it advice...

Conversations with Ms. Carnelia had a way of making people open up.

She knew how to make people share what was really on their mind.

Bell

...Sounds like you know that firsthand.

Claire

...I suppose I can't deny that.

Maid B

Thank you so much, Ms. Carnelia!

Oh my, I lost track of time.

I'll return to my duties now!

Carnelia

Oh, Claire. You've returned.

Claire

Yes. I've just finished my duties and returned as you said.

Carnelia

Fufu. Well done, Claire.

I was beginning to worry about how long you've gone without rest...

I apologize for not noticing earlier.

Since summer is coming, make sure you take a proper vacation. No need to worry about anyone else.

I appreciate your dedication to the Saviors...

But managing your own condition is also an important part of being a maid.

Claire

Oh... Yes, understood.

I'm sorry to have troubled you.

Carnelia

No need to let it weigh on you. You're doing an excellent job.

...Come to think of it, we've never had a proper one-on-one meeting.

Shall we have tea together sometime soon?

Claire

...Yes. I'm available whenever you are.

Carnelia

Fufu, very well. You may take your leave.

Claire

Yes, then.

Bell

...Your face looks even worse than it does when that lizard makes a mess.

Claire

...

Bell

What is it? Did you figure something out? Was that hypothesis of yours on the mark?

Claire

Bell, apparently...

I believe I'm going to have tea with Ms. Carnelia.

Bell

...That was so random, I don't even know what to say.

Claire

It isn't true of every moment, but I clearly remember this time.

Carnelia

I appreciate your dedication to the Saviors...

But managing your own condition is also an important part of being a maid.

Claire

You couldn't have known, since you weren't here as a maid back then...

Everything we've gone through so far follows the sequence of my early days here.

Soon after arriving, I was put in charge of tending the garden...

Then there was the supply storage task, the clothing repairs...

A little later, I helped sort the library's collection.

And sometime around then, Ms. Carnelia gave me time off.

Bell

Wait, then...

So this world is reproducing the past as it happened?

Claire

Yes. It appears to be repeating the days starting from when I first became a maid.

Of course, our presence changes things, so the details won't be perfectly identical.

But I suspect the major moments and conversations may be playing out again.

Bell

Then having tea with her and the meeting happened after you returned from vacation?

Claire

...That's right. But neither Ms. Carnelia nor I had much time to spare...

So it was quite some time before we finally sat down together.

Bell

Hmm. A one-on-one with Carnelia, huh...

Claire

Yes. The conversation itself was also quite pleasant. She spoke to me not merely as my superior, but simply as herself.

Bell

That's a very complicated way of saying you had a nice talk.

To be fair, you and small talk don't really go together.

Claire

Ugh. I-I can manage small talk on occasion...

*Sigh*... No, maybe you're right. Aside from a few people, I suppose I haven't opened up like that since.

Bell

I guess there was more between you two than I realized.

I suppose you knew her better than I thought.

Claire

I did want to know her better.

But... she pulled away far faster than I could reach her.

Almost as though she intended to distance herself from the very beginning.

Bell

From the beginning, huh...

Come to think of it, I've never heard how you first met her.

Claire

I've never told anyone about it.

Others might find it interesting, but for me, it touches on a shameful chapter I'd rather forget.

Bell

From what I know, Carnelia rescued you from a life-or-death-situation.

Claire

...She did.

Bell

Hmm? Hmmmm?

Claire

...Bell? What's that look for?

Bell

Don't you think it's about time you told me?

Claire

Excuse me...?!

Bell

I don't know much about her either.

Though she's my sister, she was barely ever home after she became Master Maid.

I want to understand what kind of person she really was.

Claire

...

Bell

Don't worry. I won't tell anyone.

Not that I have to tell, anyway.

Claire

...I'm holding you to that.

I'm only telling you because I believe you can handle it now.

Bell

Ugh, seriously! I said I get it!

Claire

*Sigh*...

Then we'll have to go back quite a long way.

After all, it happened even before the period we're going through now.

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