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Metabasis of Ashen Embers · Chapter 5

The Sage

Haydee

...We don't have time to be sitting around like this...

...Tch.

You:

Haydee, you seem pretty angry.

Cristelle

Understandably so.

After all, she's just learned that the sage we've pursued for so long is right here.

Truthfully, I'd like nothing more than to storm the castle this very instant. However...

Rushing won't solve everything, Haydee.

If it were that simple, my bullet would've found its way into her heart long ago.

You:

Right.

You:

Too many things that defy common sense have happened in such a short time.

Cristelle

The enormous statue in front of the gate suddenly came to life and attacked us...

People are living and breathing inside ruins that have been abandoned for ages.

And they're citizens of an ancient kingdom that was destroyed long ago.

Traveling back through time into the ancient past outright contradicts everything we know to be possible.

Frankly, that's already more than enough to make my head spin.

You:

So we need a little time to calm down and catch our breath.

Haydee

But...!

You:

Don't worry.

You:

I'll help you.

Haydee

Hmph. Spare me the empty promises. I agree that I need a moment to clear my head anyway.

...And what's with that cringy line?

Tch... You should be angry instead. You got dragged into this mess because of us.

You:

A promise is a promise.

You:

I said I'd help, didn't I?

Haydee

...You still don't understand what's at stake, do you? We could die here.

What if something goes wrong and we get trapped here forever?

You:

Then I'll just have to make sure that doesn't happen.

Haydee

...I can't tell if you're stupid or just overflowing with confidence.

Cristelle

Ufufu! I rather like it!

Captain, I think I'm beginning to understand why you're the Journey Captain.

Indeed. There's no need to even consider failure.

I, Cristelle de Montua, have always achieved whatever I set my heart on!

Haydee

*Sigh...* Now there are two idiots.

So, what's the plan?

Cristelle

Hmm... finding the sage should be our top priority.

You:

We may find her, but we can't kill her.

Cristelle

What do you mean?

You:

We would cause a time paradox.

You:

Assuming this really is the past.

Cristelle

...If we kill the sage in the past, the future will change... Yes, you're right.

If she died here, Haydee and I would've never met, meaning our very presence here would become impossible.

Ufufu! A very perceptive observation, Captain.

...But we don't actually need to kill her here and now.

What we truly need is to identify Morcerf.

Isn't that right, Haydee?

Haydee

...Don't tell me you're planning to use that.

Cristelle

It's the most reliable method.

Haydee

*Sigh...* If you've already decided. Fine.

What is "that" supposed to mean...?!

You:

...Could you please explain?

Haydee

You know that Executors aren't really human anymore, right?

They're Voidborns that live on the Void Force instead of water, food, or air.

And Voidborns as powerful as Executors each have their own unique characteristics in that Void Force.

Think of it like a fingerprint. Something that distinguishes one from another.

You:

I've never sensed anything like that.

You:

I've fought plenty of Voidborns before.

Haydee

Of course not. Only another Voidborn can perceive it.

You:

So you're saying we should recruit a Voidborn...?

Haydee

...You're joking, right? Voidborns aren't some stray dogs you can just pick up off the street.

You:

I was asking seriously...

Cristelle

Fufu! An amusing idea, but there's no need.

Haydee

We can't see it, but Cristelle can.

Cristelle

Indeed. This cursed power brings me endless pain...

But this time, it may actually prove useful.

Cristelle carefully lifted the hair covering her right eye.

The moment I saw the hidden red iris, a chill ran through my entire body.

Cristelle

Ngh...! Kgh...!

You:

Are you okay...?!

Haydee

...*Sigh* She's fine.

She just had another nightmare.

Haydee shrugged at the cryptic remark and gently placed a hand on Cristelle's shoulder.

Cristelle's ragged breathing gradually softened.

You:

A nightmare...?

Cristelle

...It's nothing. More importantly... what did you feel when you looked into my eye?

Were you afraid? Even if you were, don't be ashamed. It's a natural reaction.

You:

I wouldn't say I was afraid...

You:

It just sent a chill down my spine.

Cristelle

Oh... Fufu! Is this what one should expect from someone chosen by Alicia?

Most people tremble just from looking at this eye.

The fact that you can withstand it so calmly means you possess remarkable strength of will.

You:

What happened to... your eye?

Cristelle

My right eye... is no longer human.

It's been completely consumed by the Void Force, so it's closer to the eye of a Voidborn.

You:

...!

Cristelle

You look like you're wondering why.

It's a long story, so let's just say Morcerf did this to me.

According to her, she wanted to see if she could turn me into an Executor... or something along those lines.

But don't worry. I never became an Executor in the end.

Haydee

So basically, we capture the sage who exists in this era...

Then Cristelle uses her ability to absorb and analyze her Void.

And that will let us figure out what Morcerf looks like now and where she's hiding. That's the plan, right?

Cristelle

Exactly. The problem is...

How do we reach the sage?

Haydee

That wench is holed up deep inside the royal palace and never comes out.

And we're suspicious outsiders as far as anyone here is concerned.

There's no chance they'll simply let us into the palace.

And we can't exactly force our way past all those knights guarding it.

Cristelle

Information gathering is one of the fundamental skills of any good entrepreneur, wouldn't you agree?

No matter how dire the situation, there is always a way through.

We'll simply find a way into the royal palace.

There is nothing to worry about! I, Cristelle de Montua, have always found the answer!

Haydee

...Cristelle.

Cristelle

...Ufufu... Fufu...

Haydee

For someone who sounded so confident, you still haven't found a way in, have you? And you're laughing?

Cristelle

Th-that's...! Ngh... It can't be helped!

Merchants supplying the palace need at least a month's worth of prior approval...

And security is so strict because of the princess's plague that there are practically no routes inside...

Haydee

Hmm... So even you make excuses? You simply failed.

Cristelle

S-such unbearable humiliation...! To think that I would fail...

Ngh... I have no excuse. Perhaps I took the matter too lightly.

B-but surely we simply haven't found the right method yet.

There must still be a good way in...!

...Probably.

You:

Still, something's strange.

Haydee

...Strange? What do you mean?

You:

Where is Haydee?

Haydee

What nonsense are you talking about? I'm right in front of you.

Did your eyesight suddenly get worse?

You:

That's not what I mean...

You:

I mean Haydee from the past.

Haydee

...Huh?

Cristelle

Oh... I see.

If our theory is correct, this is the past just before Haydee fell asleep.

And if the sage is currently in the kingdom, that means we're also in the period when Haydee was here.

In that case, the Haydee from the past should be living somewhere in this kingdom as well...

Yet we've walked all over the capital and haven't seen anyone resembling her.

Haydee

...Maybe I hated going outside. Before I lost my memories, I mean.

Cristelle

No. Even then, it's still strange, Haydee.

At the very least, wouldn't it be natural for someone here to recognize you?

I can't help wondering what's going on.

Haydee

Hmph. Don't waste your energy on pointless things.

I'm the one we're talking about, and I'm not even that curious.

You:

But you lost your memories, didn't you?

You:

This could be the perfect opportunity.

Cristelle

Hmm... You could ask your past self all sorts of questions if you met her. That's a reasonable point.

Haydee

*Sigh...* Forget it. I don't need to.

...I've lived perfectly well without those memories.

What matters to me now isn't any of that. It's revenge.

Cristelle

...Is that so? Haydee, aren't you curious about what kind of person you used to be?

Haydee

...Not at all.

Do I really look like I'm interested in that right now?

Get a grip. Morcerf is right here.

If that's all you want to talk about, I'll go ahead. I'm going to keep looking for a way into the royal palace.

Cristelle

...Are you afraid you might not be who you hope you were?

Haydee

...And what exactly am I supposed to be hoping for?

Cristelle

Hmm... I couldn't say. You hardly ever talk about yourself.

But haven't you occasionally longed for your past?

Haydee

That's nonsense...! How could I miss something I don't even remember?!

Cristelle

Haydee... You're still not very honest with yourself.

As someone who considers herself your guardian, there's no way I wouldn't notice.

A life spent pursuing nothing but revenge while neglecting yourself is a lonely one.

And a life lived after losing yourself is lonelier still.

Do you truly have no desire to glimpse your past?

Haydee

...I don't want to know.

At least, not now.

Cristelle

Is that so?

...If that's what you want, I won't force you.

Sometimes... there are memories whose loss is a mercy.

A strange tension hung between Haydee and Cristelle when...

Peddler A

Hey, did you hear? Marco struck it big.

Peddler B

Struck it big? How?

Peddler A

You remember how that bastard went south on a trading trip, right?

Well, on his way back, he ran into an envoy that had gotten lost.

Peddler B

An envoy?

Peddler A

Yeah. And as luck would have it, they were from that island nation across the southern sea.

You know how the kingdom's been sending knights everywhere to gather ingredients for the princess' cure?

Peddler B

Talk about unbelievable luck.

Peddler A

I heard they even asked the empire on the Eastern Continent to send them a medicinal herb. Maybe I should stake out the road too.

Cristelle

...Oh? That sounds like information we could put to very good use.

Haydee

...What are you planning?

Cristelle

Ufufu! Leave it to me. I've got an excellent idea.

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